Where have I been?

Hi and welcome to my blog.

This was a little blog I loved when I had my first little flat and then moved back to my parents to save for a mortgage.

I had so much confidence back then and loved doing both my blog and YouTube. So what happened?

Well I started a new role that I thought I would love, I was at the peak of my confidence levels and unfortunately it was all broken down by office bullying. That person I was doesn't actually exist anymore. I was broken. Confidence shattered and left the place a empty shell. That was in the space of a year. It was horrible but I did learn from it and it has made me stronger. I can say that in hindsight now. That was not the case when I Was living that journey at the time.

Since then I have got my mortgage, got married had 2 beautiful children and life took over. I have tries to restart my blog a couole of times but hadnt had the confidence to do so. I'm still not the girl that used to blog and make YouTube videos. My confidence isn't where I want it to be if I'm completely honest. But it's the highest it has been in a long time.

I'm going to restart this blog but not so much about fashion (right now I tend to live in jeans and a jumper. My mummy uniform) but it will be about my journey in general. So mummy life, anxiety, my son's journey with his cochlear implants and my journey with him as his mummy. My eldest starting school. How is that happening?

This will be my corner to be me. A good outlet for my energy now I'm a stay at home mum. Another emotional struggle I've had. I've worked since I was 17. I hope you will enjoy joining me along the way. Spelling and grammar errors will be included.

Thank you for reading.

I will be back with another post soon.

Jane

Mummy of two boys

I sit here watching scooby doo.
6 month old is napping in the mummaroo and my toddler is engrossed in the cartoon.
Soon caos will depend.
E will wake up. Need to get dressed for the day and scream whilst I put his earing aids in.
M will decide of he wants to wear pants today (I secretly hope he doesnt. I hate the mess. I'm following his lead as and when be wants to use the potty)  then will dress him. Should probably dress myself as well.
I'll say we will go out for the day.  We probably won't. Since having E my social anxiety is crazy.
I'm constantly worried that people will point and stare at his hearing aids and make comments. I'm worried the toddler will run off and I won't be able to chase him and the pushchair. Public meltdowns are in full force and so are the stares from everyone around.
We will watch scooby doo all day. Play and argue with the toddler why he can't climb on the windowsill because it isn't safe.
Time to finish the ramble E is waking up
Until next time
Jane

What's my name

So on my way to work it has got me thinking. What's my name....

Masons mummy?
Lukes wife?

Both of these names I wear proudly and wouldn't change. Both names have helped me grow and shown me true happiness and what love really is.

BUT I do have a name I do have a status. This has become lost while I have adjusted to my new life as a mum and wife.

I think this happens to many new mums. My little boy is now 10 months and I am now slowly starting to find me again. Incorporate my name into my new names.

My name is Jane and Mason's mummy and Luke's wife. 

What's your name?

Mummy on board

Hi everyone

So I have had a busy time since I last posted.
I got a new job, fell pregnant and got married.
My new day to day life currently consists of jeans and a top. Most days I have sick on me somewhere. And sing nursery rhymes do many times I hum them even when little man us asleep.

I will probably be sending this blog in a different direction now. More mummy related things as that's now what I am surrounded by and it's good to share.

Will post properly soon.

Jane

Big Bows

Evening All,

I bought these Jeggings from the Dorothy Perkins sale last week for £17 I absolutely love them and have so many outfit ideas for them already.

This is what I wore to work today. The whole outfit was so comfortable.








Jeggings - Dorothy Perkins
Jumper - River Island
Shoes - Primark
Bag - eBay

Thank you so much for reading today's blog post it really means a lot
XoX
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Little Miss Daisy

So this is my first (of many) blog posts on 2013.
I hope you all had an amazing new year and are looking forward to the possibilities of 2013.

The pictures aren't the best sorry my mums poorly and I really wanted to get my outfit pictures done. I'm such a mean daughter.
I loved today's look I felt very prim and proper in it.
This is my summer dress that I got in Dorothy Perkins for £7 in the sale a couple of months ago. This is perfect for all seasons. I can't wait to team this dress with my green blazer and kitten heels in the summer.












Dress - Dorothy Perkins
Shoes - New Look
Cardigan - Primark

Thank you so much for reading today's blog post it really means a lot
XoX
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Finding me???

Morning All,

So I went off the blogging border a little *cough cough a lot* recently. I think I lost me a little. I got into a phase where I was just throwing any old thing on I wasn't co-ordinating anything. Most days I didn't wear make up a d shoved my hair up any old how. I hadn't even felt the need to shop. Me not wanting to shop is like sacrilege. I think shopping is in my DNA.
I won't go into everything but I have had a tough few months and my sense of style went missing. Well I have found it again now.
This was yesterday's look.



Dress - forever21
Blazer & beanie - next
Belt - small shop in my town
Necklace - Dorothy Perkins
Shoes - primark


Then I treated myself in the sales. I had said I wasn't going to shop because I am saving with the Mr but I needed a treat so packed lunches at work for the rest of the month for me. 😃
I will start blogging again definitely, my day doesn't feel complete without posing for the camera.
So I hope you can all welcome me back with open arms I have missed the blogging.

Thank you so much for reading today's blog post it really means a lot
XoX
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