Where have I been?

Hi and welcome to my blog.

This was a little blog I loved when I had my first little flat and then moved back to my parents to save for a mortgage.

I had so much confidence back then and loved doing both my blog and YouTube. So what happened?

Well I started a new role that I thought I would love, I was at the peak of my confidence levels and unfortunately it was all broken down by office bullying. That person I was doesn't actually exist anymore. I was broken. Confidence shattered and left the place a empty shell. That was in the space of a year. It was horrible but I did learn from it and it has made me stronger. I can say that in hindsight now. That was not the case when I Was living that journey at the time.

Since then I have got my mortgage, got married had 2 beautiful children and life took over. I have tries to restart my blog a couole of times but hadnt had the confidence to do so. I'm still not the girl that used to blog and make YouTube videos. My confidence isn't where I want it to be if I'm completely honest. But it's the highest it has been in a long time.

I'm going to restart this blog but not so much about fashion (right now I tend to live in jeans and a jumper. My mummy uniform) but it will be about my journey in general. So mummy life, anxiety, my son's journey with his cochlear implants and my journey with him as his mummy. My eldest starting school. How is that happening?

This will be my corner to be me. A good outlet for my energy now I'm a stay at home mum. Another emotional struggle I've had. I've worked since I was 17. I hope you will enjoy joining me along the way. Spelling and grammar errors will be included.

Thank you for reading.

I will be back with another post soon.

Jane